I don’t want to live . I feel hopeless . No new medication will come . Everything is boring
I have no purpose in life, I just live for others to be happy not for myself
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Every night I feel like that before I go to bed. I feel like everything that I have ever done is wrong and everything ahead of me will be awful. What helps is knowing that eventually the feeling will pass. And it will pass for you. You just have to weather it like a strong summer storm.
You need to take care of yourself too. You can’t truly help people if you are suffering. And you deserve to feel good @anon48059102. You deserve to have a nice, happy life. And that could be waiting for you.
Talk to people and tell them how you feel. It is okay to let that stuff out. I know you want to be positive all the time. And that is great. But part of being positive is sharing when you feel bad with people. It helps them too. Because they get to help you through a bad time.
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And if you want, tell us. Talk about the bad stuff. We don’t mind listening.
I love you dearly @anon48059102 , you are a dear friend of mine.
I hope you manage to get out of your problems.
You have to work out solutions, and if a cure arrives, it will just give you a further boost.
But you have to work with the tools you have currently at your disposal.
There are things in my life I am not happy with,
but overall I am a very happy person and I have a lot of things to do.
My situation is constantly improving.
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That’s great Chess that you like your life,
I wish everyone the best here 
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