Thats what depression does to you, it sucks away your will to live and leaves emptiness inside. Like you said you have a lot to live for. Do you have a support network you can turn to? Someone you trust that can keep you company and make sure youre safe?
I feel this way sometimes too and I find its better to have someone to talk to until it gets better. And it will get better
You need to realise happiness comes and goes
There isn’t such thing as persistent happiness, that stuff is a lie. But there are moments when you will be happy, and as you keep repeating those things that make you happy you will be happy, and when things don’t make you happy anymore you can shift your focus on new things, keep the happiness going
This is of course avaible if your aren’t depressed
I get days of longing for dark desires, I figure it’s the major depressive disorder. Not gonna lie, these feelings suck, it swallows everything else and becomes all encompassing.
What I also won’t lie to you about is that it does get better. It never feels like it at the time, but it does.
I find that when I want to die, I don’t really want to die, I just want to get out of my current life situation.
Is something stressing you out? Is there something in your life that’s affecting you negatively?
