I apologize to anyone who has wondered where I went, I’ve been caught up in some things. I have learned several things about myself over these last few months, some which change my perspective immensely.
So I have been noticing I have more bipolar tendencies than schizoaffective or the like. I have also learned that psychic abilities run in my family, or what most would call psychic abilities. I have not been hallucinating for the last few months even while I am tapering down off the meds. I have been noticing mood swings, bad ones, though. And I’ve also been noticing that I’ve been pissing a few people on here off whenever I do respond to things.
Therefore, unless people want me to stick around, I feel it is time to bid adieu. I’ve made some friends on here, but I feel like I’ve also made some enemies, and whatever I have done to annoy anyone, I won’t expect your immediate forgiveness. I will not even ask for it. So anyone who wishes to hate me, then by all means do so. Those people who have become friends to me, I have a special place in my heart for you guys.
I didn’t see anything that would suggest you werent liked. I know its a crutch that’s easy to fall back on , to measure how people accept you or how well , your liked… I’ve been tempted myself to do this in the past , but to me, that gives too much power to other people. Use the forum for the primary end of getting better…good luck
I actually have been wondering what happened to you. Stay. Lots of people here occasionally piss each other off. It would be impossible not to, since we are such a big group. But that doesn’t mean anyone should have to leave. Everyone eventually either makes up or ignores the ones who bug them.