Hey,
I know I was annoying, and made many unnecessary posts here…
but people, try to be more tolerant, attention seekers are not as bad as many other types of people, who actually intend to hurt or actually hurt others 
actually it is a bit of an excuse what I say, but I try my best to change.
I was a spoiled kid, after that I was a weed addict and I coped with lots of ■■■■■■■■ in life, as actually many of us. I just want to say, that I have my own reasons for being like that, maybe certain personality traits.
So, and again thanks for people who made me realise I am not psychotic anymore, for those people who let me accept that I was like that, and for simply small talks which I had here 
Maybe I was actually to childish that these things happened,
and again, thanks for people who were accepting, friendly and gaved me very good insights into several things.
Oh? There’s no reason to leave.
A lot of us aren’t psychotic anymore, me included, and we post nearly everyday.
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I feel like I made too many mistakes here,
And I know that most of you are not psychotic anymore:) and it’s amazing
my main reason to leave is to not annoy people here anymore I felt like a clown sometimes
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I completely missed that you were annoying. I didn’t read anything annoying by you. Are you sure others felt the same?
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Nah!
You’re probably just being too self conscience. We’ve all made mistakes in life, and on here too.
When did someone say this?
You’re being fine. Don’t worry yourself so much
I feel the same sometimes, after i study hard i get stressed and then become addicted to social media and people think i am having a relapse.
Dont worry. Its a learning curve - managing your psychosis.
No need to close your account imo, youre a good person!
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Ok, I think you’ve made some assumptions that are incorrect. No one was sarcastic on your other post and the look at me post has nothing to do with you.
You’re obviously having a problem right now, but no one here is being nasty to you. Just take some time to calm down, no one here is out to get you.
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OKAY
now I worry that me, again, misunderstood something…
Why the hell I thought that you guys dislike me very much?
My doc once said that its depressive things - most of the time I believe most of the people dislike me. Oh well… this happened again 
And I try my best to control it,
To understand I don’t do something that bad that everyone would dislike me. But it happens again and again
Sorry you all… i have this stupid complex thing from my childhood, probably from the time when older girls in my school were laughing at me
I highly doubt that anyone on here dislikes you.
Don’t take the guess my age thread to heart.
People were being lighthearted, nothing more
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In fact what scared that there appeared the post called “look at me, look at me” soon after my post… somethow I connected these two
Now I’m not,
I’m taking everything too serious again…
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Heyg. I will never hurt you on purpose and no post is bad. Please continue posting I have written in this forum the last 25 years.
Idk what is wrong,
But in certain moments, when I am really stressed, I start to feel like a clown. Like everything I do is funny for others, or that they even hate me…
And it creates many barriers in my relationships in real life
I was too harsh now on you all…
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You weren’t being too harsh
You were just expressing your feelings.
We do a lot of this on here
It’s all ok @anon8411913
No harm done
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Just so you know, I didn’t close this right away because this is the first time you’ve done this.
However, my policy is to close these goodbye threads, especially when it is written like this.
This is a forum, not an airport. No need to announce your departure. Threads like this are only good for attention, starting drama, and calling out people.
Now that you know, please don’t do this again. If you actually want to leave, post that youare giving 2 week notice for account closure. That’s it. No more no less.
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