The others i didn’t do very much, just had a taste, but the drinking, how nice it would be to just have a drink.
Not even in an alchoholic way either, just some here or there, but now i can’t because of meds and this awful thing happening. It just doesn’t feel good anymore.
I used to think that perhaps drinking or drugs caused my problem but nope, that wasn’t the case at all, i was hearing voices way back come to think of it, just didn’t know it at the time, sure they can screw a person up but they aren’t the cause of this ailment, at least not mine anyway. When i heard a voice on the playground telling me i was a schizophrenic i just knew it was someone speaking and didn’t think much of it really, i didn’t understand what schizophrenia even was, and this is long long before i ever took a drink or smoked a joint.
They always do that, they make people think or fear it was the drug or drink, but no, they can come to a person regardless, not that the drug or drink can’t screw with a person, entirely different things though.
Oh well, can’t always get what you want i suppose, or what you need either.