I tried to get confidence but failed miserably in a way that’s going to affect the rest of my life negatively. I have no control or power over anything and everybody has power and control over me. I’m tired and defeated and fail at any attempt to get something out of life. The guys upstairs have complete control and power and they don’t even have jobs or cars. I’m done, I don’t care how I get treated, it’s hopeless.
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Don’t give up. What does giving up mean to you? Who are the controllers with no jobs and cars? People who live upstaurs?
It means putting up no resistance. I got in some kind of power struggle between me and the guys upstairs, I was just trying to stick up for myself but they ended up with the power and control.
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This whole thing is kinda abstract. Is this something you talked about in another post?
I’m home a lot and they’re home a lot. People like their control.
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They are controlling in what way?
I’m sorry your going through that… Just don’t forget about the people who you believe treat you well. I know it’s hard to see but not everybody is cruel and harmful.
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You should be treated with respect and kindness.
Can you avoid them or work with a nicer people?
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Ok, you’re lacking in insight a bit when it comes to other people especially your neighbours.
You seem to think they can read your mind and pinpoint the exact moment you’re about to relax and then make a noise or something preventing you from doing so.
You even think kids playing blocks away are doing this.
Isn’t it more likely that there’s something wrong with your thinking? And lack of insight is preventing you from seeing this?
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I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I totally relate. It’s hard to feel this way.
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@77nick77 youve been doing so well lately and this is just your illness reminding you its there in the background. Keep taking your meds and try to get advice from your doctor or nurse
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Didn’t he quit meds sometimes ago
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Sad to hear this @77nick77
You still might move to another state or something?
Before you put on the darth vader suit, perhaps you should just try to get some sleep tonight and see how things look in the morning.
Hopefully you will have a fresh perspective.
Maybe you will see things differently after some sleep.
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I also think you should probably share this with whatever mental health professionals that you have at some point soon .
Pdoc, therapist, etc.
Take care Nick
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Well, I don’t want to argue with you, but please know that there are many people here who care for you and who respect you. You are important to us.
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