It feels like everything I do ends up being the wrong thing.
It feels like not matter what I do, I can’t make things better for myself nor others.
I don’t feel like I’m good enough.
I’m essentially worthless and useless. I keep letting people down.
Maybe I should just disappear. Sell all my stuff and take the first train that goes far away.
I don’t deserve the good things that come my way.
Am I completely crazy for having these thoughts?
I could really use some assurance.
Yes, You are crazy for having such thought. First off to be honest @Pikasaur your unique and very special,and you don’t let anyone down.
Second I value your incite and friendship as well.
Third your are a much needed person in my thought within the world not just within this forum.
Thank you 
@Pikasaur always a pleasure to chat with ya … Never forget and never surrender to those thought ok @Pikasaur 
You are good enough. I’m no stranger to these feelings. They suck, but one thing I’ve learned from this illness is that feelings aren’t always reality. So yeah, you may feel down on yourself, but that doesn’t mean you deserve to be shat on. I don’t know you very well @Pikasaur, but from your posts you seem to be a good and helpful person who was just dealt a bad hand. Doesn’t make you useless at all. You’re awesome, always.
The trouble with running away is that no matter where you go you take yourself with you! And feeling as worthless and inept as you imply that would still be the case.
A self-analysis of what you are and what you want to become needs to take place. What do you love? what do you hate? about yourself and others. What do you need and what do you need to do to make it happen needs to be asked.
What are you running away from? Yourself, others? What do you need to happen to stop that feeling? Address and face these things and then think of ways to remedy them, No giant leaps, but small gradual steps to achieve these things.
When a person doesn’t feel like they are good enough, it often stems from childhood issues. Get a therapist and counselling to deal and uncover these things. Even the steps of making this possible can be the first step to take.
If you need constant approval then identifying why can be the beginning of self assurance.
Think it through. Analyse yourself.and not just act impulsively. Meditate.
Hi Nova, you always have the most well intentioned comments on here. I am also feeling pretty useless today.
@Pikasaur, I think you’re an awesome person!
You’re caring, intelligent, and very nice.
Please don’t do anything rash.
I think we can all feel this way at times when we’re depressed. But running away won’t solve any problems.
Take care. 
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Think about positive outcomes not what’s bad happening this way you will create better future for yourself peace
You are not useless. You are a great and important person
I feel that way sometimes too but you are worth so much more. You are so encouraging to others and from what I’ve seen on here you are always so kind. Please stick around! 
Stay positive generate success draw yourself happy
It’s very nice to have you on the forums. I love your posts. You aren’t useless!
Don’t be so hard on yourself @Pikasaur. You’re always so kind to others on here as I’m sure you are in person. Please don’t disappear.
You are not useless @Pikasaur.
Don’t run away!
I don’t think you are useless at all and from what I can tell, you go way out of your way to please friends that don’t show their thanks enough.
you are and good person and we don’t want you running away
idk, maybe you just think you are, nothing wrong with trying harder but i get how it can be very frustrating thinking you aint getting nowhere, keep the faith in yourself alive, you are a good person and thats what counts
I think your intentions are important. You mean well, which is good, it’s great.
You may not always succeed but you did your best.
I think you’re a sweetie Nova.
Nah Nova. You aren’t useless. You’re super awesome! Maybe you’re just having a bad day. Don’t let a couple bad days turn into a bad week. I think many of us have bad days. It’s okay to feel a little down sometimes. I hope you feel better soon.
I’ve felt this way before, too…a lot. It’s easy to give in to these feelings and it’s all downhill from there. Please don’t go there. You are a very important part of this forum and from what i see, very well-respected. I hope you see beyond this temporary feeling and press on toward a better day. You deserve it.