I feel terrible

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I just feel so restless and depressed. For the last two days I’ve had nothing but urges to take substances and wondering about the risk with psychosis. It’s been driving me crazy, I feel like an addict. I haven’t taken anything for a few years but after everything i went through in 2022-23, I just want a good night.

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Sorry to hear dat. I had that urge twice this year for alcohol. I gave in but I regret it. The hangovers were insane.

I hope u can find healthier ways to have good days.

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Thanks. Please don’t be hard on yourself for caving in, I did the same on christmas eve, I didn’t get smashed though it was just a few glasses of prosseco, but I felt a bit sh!t.

Sobriety is indeed the way to be with this illness but I don’t think I’m ready yet. I want to take MDMA at glastonbury but after reading on the risk of psychosis I think I’m scared to do it, but I also want relief from the anhedonia

I hope I find healthier ways soon. They can’t come any sooner.

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Mdma might have been what triggered my condition. Best to be precautious :pray::pray::pray:

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I want to try some whiskey :yum:

I feel like a little bit would calm me down when I’m angry

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Lol whiskey is horrible :hot_face::hot_face::hot_face::joy::joy::joy:

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I’ll have to see. Thanks, its so hard out here, it’s got me thinking all sorts of crazy ideas lol

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Careful with that bud, maybe a little would be okay. Whiskey is a relaxing drink to have when drank sensibly

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Booooo :roll_eyes: whisky is the best thing ever lol
:tumbler_glass::relieved:

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Lets remember folks that the discussion of alcoholic and drug substances is only encouraged in a recovery context.

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