Im tired of disappointing people. Im tired of not being good enough. Im tired of not knowing what to do.im tired of feeling lonely but not wanting anyone for fear of disapointing them and myself i see no poiny to life. I wish i didnt feel so alone?
I have no energy for things or anyone any more. I want freinds but i dont have the energy i want to feel love but i cant because i cant love myself anymore. Im too tired for all of this
Anyone else feel the same.
I’m sorry you feel this way. I hope it passes.
I used to and then things got better. They have mostly stayed better.
Don’t give up five minutes before the miracle, as the saying goes.
I hope you start to feel better soon.
Thing is im not sure it will. I realise life is nothing more then suffering and disapointment. Im so tired of feeling so alone. Nothing will help anymore.no freinds nothing. Because i cant love myself i realise that now.
Truth is i cant love anything anymore im incapable of love im just a numb empty shell now.
Yeah i feel that way. I ran away yesterday and i kind of hoped to die along the way but i eventually gave up and came back home today. I dont know how much longer i want to do this. I dont think this reality is real anyway to be honest. Oh well, might as well drink beer while I distract myself from the crushing and overwhelming emptiness I feel inside. I know what it is like to be isolated and misunderstood. I feel like everyone knows something that they aren’t telling me. Nothing makes any sense and it feels like a nightmare. I don’t know that death is anything to be afraid of. At this point it would be like waking up from a bad dream.
Same here especially with the everyone else knowing part. I realyl dont want to continue anymore. Everything seems pointless. Nothing seems like its worth doing anymore anyway. I jist feel so sad.
Nothing makes me happy anymore. I dont know why i have to continue. Im not going to amount to anything most likely wont hsvr children i just cant be asked for anything anymore.
I watch this scene all the time
Do you not enjoy things or lack the ability to enjoy them?
Both. I cant get enjoyment out of anything it seems. Nothing excites me anymore. Nothing makes me happy.i can laugh at things then the crippling sadness comes back. Laughter is a temporary cure but nothing helps anymore
My voice made me his whore which zapped my self esteem. Now I am too superficial to enjoy things.
Similar to me. I thought mine was in love with me. Mine also gave me bad self esteem told me i was ugly and worthless.
We be crazy! Lol.
Yes I thought mine was in love with me too. It’s almost like it’s mocking you
Yeah its weird. So weird. Mine definitely was. It told me random people were was the voice in my head it told me that it was all these people trying to get me to say something to them to make me look crazy because i had asked it to show me who it was. It was very weird. Mine knew i was lonely. It got so bad i wasnt sleeping because the voices wouldnt stop . I had physical sensations too. Because of the lack of sleep i developed premature aging and then the voices got more nasty. Saying that i was ugly now no one would want me etc. I wanted to die at my worst because it wouldnt stop only when i went on this new drug it stopped and so did the positive ones. I wanted love so badly that i talked to the voice in my head.
I always feel like I’m being really badly abused and it makes me scared
I can understand and im sorry you feel that way.
It’s good that your voices have stopped
Have you thought about therapy and CBT