I hate this feeling. Crying in bed, waiting for hubby to finish prayers so he can comfort me as he said he would do. Apathy avolition misery all over again. Urge to cut all over again. Urge to end it all all over again. What kind of life do I have with all this mental suffering? It’s just existing waiting for death.
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I think you should talk to a crisis line. They might help you.
@anon4362788 @rogueone @Ninjastar @Moonbeam
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What dose of your AP are you currently on? I know it varies. Are you still on 400mg?
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If you are feeling suicidal or having a mental health crisis, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a crisis intervention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries. You do not need to be actively suicidal to benefit from a crisis hotline.
International crisis hotlines:
Crisis hotlines in the U.S.:
https://www.thetrevorproject.org
More resources:
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Yes I’m on 400mg still. My lowest dose used to be 200mg but now it’s too little. Now anything lower than 400 doesn’t help.
The future is so bleak. Problems pile up and I’m too weak. I am not able to be independent. I am stuck with sza and other shitt
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