I feel awful wanna give up

[Hadeda]

I feel awful. 08:10 new day no joy no looking forward to anything. Wanna die. I don’t know if the depression is coming back. And my next pdoc appointment is only in mid November. She’s away on leave this month and there’s no one to be in her place so I’m forced to wait. I’m so tired of life. My husband needs me and I can’t do it anymore. And there’s no one else to assist me. I’m so…

[rogueone]

There’s help out there. Try a crisis line for where you are. Some things you can’t do alone but please don’t give up. Reach out.

If you are feeling suicidal or having a mental health crisis, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.

You can also call a crisis intervention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries. You do not need to be actively suicidal to benefit from a crisis hotline.

International crisis hotlines:

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Crisis hotlines in the U.S.:

Get help

988 Lifeline

Home Page

https://www.thetrevorproject.org

More resources:

Crisis intervention resources

If you are feeling upset or in crisis, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country. You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries. International crisis hotlines: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html http://www.suicidestop.com/suicide_prevention_chat_online.html Crisis hotlines in the U.S.: https://afsp.org/find-support/ https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org I’m going to leave this thread open so others can add resources they have found helpful. All posts that aren…

[Jinx]

My situation is dire too but I choose life. I find something to hold onto to give me hope, a hobby, a long term goal. My problem is I’m all alone far from relatives and without any friends or spouse. I can’t go on forever like this, I’m hoping to go to a group therapy, I’m on a waiting list. One day my clinic will reopen and fill up with people and activities again. I’m in cold outer space. My therapist calls tomorrow and I am willing to talk to her.

[Jonathan2]

I know the feeling of holding on from pdoc to pdoc appointment. However, things have gotten better for me. They can also for you. Are you taking an antidepressant?

[Om_Sadasiva]

I know the feeling.
So many mornings, i wake up
and I wanna die.
It comes and goes. It’s not permanent.

[Ribbon]

Sounds like you’re feeling drained and unsupported?

[anon68444330]

Yes since i broke up with my girl friend i m also feel drained.but i think i must be alone and i should used to it.