Each time I take a decision or express my opinion and that have consequences, I get so insecure. I don’t know why but it’s like I would have to ask someone if I’ve taken the right decision, or if he/she would have done the same. 
Someone can relate with that?
For exemple, just now, my friend wanted me to accompany her with a boy she just met, but it’s late here (2:00am) and I don’t want to go, further I think I have nothing to do there, and I’ve said to her that leave me at home. Then my friend has get a little angry. Now I can’t stop to think if I should have gone, and what the boy thinks, etc, etc
I hate myself when I’m that way 
Indecisive and insecure 
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I feel insecure too…my self esteem is damaged…
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I never change my watch to match the time (that’s that little round clock I wear on my wrist supported by 2 thin leather straps- for you young 'uns) at every clock I see.
Your friend was hoping you’d be that extra person on her date, not for you to come interact, but more to be her security.
It’s what friends do for each other- they keep each other safe from harm.
i can feel and relate to you. most of the times i am like that nowadays. will medication manage that as well. only time will tell. even now i feel like i should post this or not to post so that i do not get criticized
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I know, I first said no, but then I regret and tell her to go but then she said no…
In that moment I just was thinking that I would have a bad time feeling insecure with both…
It’s the second time they met