Anchorless, drifting, wandering. I can’t read properly. That’s the last thing to go if I’m ill. Depressed restless. And my pdoc made our next appt six weeks time and he’ll be away before that. I’m feeling a little alone and wondering if I will make it. And why can’t I read? I hate that - when I lose interest in my hobbies.
It seems like I must read Enid Blyton again because I can’t seem to get into my thrillers as thrilling as they may be.
Sigh! I hope I can last these six weeks! I’m nervous about it.
Depressed and restless is how i feel every day. Especially restless today. Cant seem to get comfortable in any spot. I feel you. Just hang in there. Tomorrow might be better.
I lost interest in everything too. I was giving up and still have no interest but I realized in the past couple days to not give up and give a ■■■■ and try. But til the. Just ■■■■ it.
Hanging out here can help. You can only feel shittty for so long.
Forget the 6 weeks and live one day at a time. And be assured that it is possible to visit the mental hospital if things get too bad. You’re not on your own with this.
Hope you get through it. Staring into space…yes. I have a hard time reading too, seems my concentration is too low. I listen to music instead or watch a little tv. Seems to be easier for the brain.
I was in my garden staring up at the clouds today, was nice but I needed the rest, idk what I’d do if I was suffering from symptoms or side effects again
