So my d.i.d is acting up…i can feel a shift when its coming on sometimes…what to do? I cant drive anywhere i cant walk…if i went to the hospital and i black out id be out the door and wondering around in the woods well before the police arrived…if i black out at all…bah
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I forget im alone in this…i think ive seen one other poster complain of something similar…
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You need to talk to a professional honey
Don’t wait
Can’t you call an ambulance if you need to?
Like i said if i black out i bolt…my local hospital has a no stopping policy they call the police…i walked out last time to smoke a cig…i had time to smoke and return to my bed before the police came…thats plenty of time to escape into the nearby woods…and its 3 am so i wouldnt know who to call…
The on call doc at your clinic
Words is getting hard… Im repeating everything in a whisper over and over…
Why are you bolting?
Let them help you
Accept help
You need it
Probably ER
No police.
Ty luckily my gf put up something to calm me down…i also went out and looked at the stars… i appreciate you all though…
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I understand what you’ve been thru if neglect bullying or abuse
You are loved and I’ve always loved your humor.
Glad you feel better now.
Glad you’re feeling better! This is an ongoing ptsd issue, right? I googled some resources in case it happens again.
Have you thought of calling a crisis hotline when you have something like this happen?
Here’s one for survivors of rape:
Rape, Abuse, Incest, National Network (RAINN)
1-800-656-HOPE (1-800-656-4673)
Here’s one for suicide:
Suicide & Crisis Hotline
1-800-999-9999
Here’s a website with more resources for abuse survivors:
http://twhj.com/abuse-survivor-trauma-survivor-crisis-hotlines.html
It’s called the wounded healer journal and they specialize in helping those with dissociative identity disorder and other trauma related issues. There’s also a forum, even!! Lots of art, too. 
Best wishes!
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Hope everything works out fine. Glad you’re feeling better
Huh…so its ptsd related…can you have ptsd from the sz? Other wise i blocked something… Started when the watcher touched my forehead…i watched the universe end in epic black lightning…sucked it all into the middle…then watched it explode out again…got bad when they were taking me back to their realm…i pleaded no they sent me back to my body…felt like lightning hit me between the eyes…minds felt fractured and overflowing with memories i didnt make in this life…too much for a humes brain…
I don’t know about you personally, I’m sorry if I made a rash judgment, I just assumed it was due to early trauma.
i do get ptsd from sz, but i also had it earlier, before my psychosis, according to therapist, due to assaults in my past.
However, I also get flashbacks from edward snowden interviews and anything related to government agencies. i remember very clearly my hallucinations. i panic. i have moments of heart racing, fear, puking, etc…
one gets triggered by stuff like memories of assaults. the sz thing through seeing stuff like electromagnetic frequency theories, surveillance, and mind control.
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Nah your fine memories bad anyway no telling what i blocked or forgot…
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Also got triggered by a music video earlier…shadow monster with glowing red eyes hits too close…going to nap now ty all
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