had a black out last week ate or otherwise disposed of about 60 pills worth of 2 different types of medicines… I have become dangerous my self… this was not an attempt at an overdose I just have no idea what I did with the pills… one of them was my ap and the other was a prescription diet pill that is an upper… im losing my ■■■■… and black outs are becoming more frequent… cell phones and internet are not allowed in the psyche wards here so I wish you all luck… thank you all for being such wonderful people will keep you as posted as I can… I would consider many of you good friends and will miss hearing from you all… wish me luck…
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lots of luck, flame. hope you ll bet better soon!
u had a good time in the hospital…always remember me as ur bro …!!! long live flame…!!!
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You’re a strong, smart and devoted person. You’re going to get through this. I’m so sorry about this setback, but maybe it’s not a setback. Maybe it’s just what you need. Going into hospital, hitting the reset button, getting balanced and coming out better…
God bless, @flameoftherhine. I know you don’t believe, but I do and I’m wishing you the best possible. 
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Flame! Vere bist du? You can do this man!
Hiding your diet pills in your tummy is a no no man.
The hospital will give you therapy and help you see why you would do such a thing
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Best of luck! Hospitals aren’t bad places.
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Good luck! I’m sorry you’re having so much trouble right now, but hopefully they can get you back to a stable place soon! I will miss you while you’re away.
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blackouts sound dangerous! I hope you get the help you need
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Good luck flame. Take care and I look forward to chatting with you when you’re feeling better.
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i hope you get better soon flame, i will miss you while you are gone. focus on your health
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I hope you feel better soon @flameoftherhine. Maybe they can figure out what’s causing the blackouts when you’re in hospital. Take care of yourself and let us know how you’re doing.
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Feel Better @flameoftherhine!
The Hospital can be a safe place.
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I hope the hospital helps! Feel better soon! 
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have put it off… found out my insurance has been canceled completely and will end up for sure in a state run facility… they practice electro shock therapy if deemed needed and from what ive read they are rather liberal with the deeming… I would like to get a lawyer to write a document saying under no condition is my client to receive this treatment before I sign my rights away for enrollment… so might be tomm or mon before I go… I know I need to go and want to go but would like to make sure even if im drugged up heavily they couldn’t trick me into agreeing to what I consider barbaric torture… they usually like to use it on the unruly and those they think wont say anything about it… I will keep my head down and will def name drop the well known mi lawyer I have… just worried about it as ive heard a recently let go employee speak of the joys of shocking the “■■■■■■■ retard stains on society” as he put it…not knowing I had sz when he disclosed this info to the group of people I was with… leh sigh at our mistreatment in this state…
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Oh man, that really sucks about your insurance.
What’s the story on your SSDI filing? Is it going retro? If it goes 2 years retro, that should make you eligible for Medicare.
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That’s too bad Flame, but it’s good you have a plan to consult an attorney. Can you also ask the attorney if there’s a way to file paperwork to have your gf act on your behalf if you’re incapacitated (like a healthcare power of attorney or whatever the equivalent might be for mental healthcare). Maybe this would force the hospital to get authorization for any treatment options from your gf or whoever you specify to act on your behalf.
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waiting on 2nd denial so my lawyer can get it fast tracked…applied for tenncare which I should get as im the primary care person for an infant… but hasn’t been 2 years yet since I last applied for ssdi…
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That part doesn’t matter, I don’t think. It has to be 2 years and 6 months since the onset of your disability - ssdi isn’t awarded until 6 months after you became disabled, and medicare is effective 2 years after your award date. Your doctors would provide documentation as to when you became disabled.
Hope the tenncare comes through quickly! Hang tight, okay?
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