Like I don’t know ANYTHING. Furthermore, either I can’t learn or I don’t have the opportunity to learn.
I got a LOT of studying under my belt. Still doesn’t change the fact I have SzA and can’t use it now. I was studying to be an engineer. Now I’m sitting at home disabled.
Me either. I have 2 master degrees and a PhD degree, however I can’t use the knowledge to make a living.
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I have 3 years of college. I feel smart but I have no degree. Not even an associates. I never planned on getting an associates because I planned on getting a BA.
On top of getting schizophrenia, I feel like something happened to me in college…dont want to talk about it, but my life is pretty much in ruins. I have emotional problems and irrational thoughts.
It’s a lot to deal with besides schizophrenia.
I feel like this isn’t my first life. I lived countless lives. And I feel like something sinister happened to me and it was covered up…it ruined my mental health.
In 2015, I started remembering stuff out of the blue. I remembered being killed in 2015 in the hospital in a parallel universe. Out of nowhere. Then in 2016 I saw some UFOs that screwed with my head and mind.
If I was left alone, I probably would have recovered and got a PhD in economics or finance. I probably would have worked for the government…
I remember dying in other years too. Like 2018 was a horrible year. Same with 2016 and 2017. I can’t wait until 2019 comes and I can’t wait until 2020 comes…hopefully I’ll live a long, healthy life.
I believe I was in many time loops before. It’s just a lot of stress. Maybe those supplements I took are to blame like they messed with my memory. But what was the alternative? Just meds? At least I remember some of the stuff that might have happened to me. Although some of it could be delusions.
Anyways, I plan on becoming a computer programmer.
Congrats on getting your degree @green5.
Maybe you can be a programmer or something…
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i did good high school exams but college was different…i never applied myself at college…but if i was to study again, id do something that interests me, such as psychiatric nursing
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