I feel betrayed

Hi guys, I’m currently working at a medical center so I’m busy most of the time. I decided to complete a post grad diploma in theology program (to become a counselor) which I successfully did. Today is my graduation but I couldn’t attend. I usually don’t attend graduations unless I know I’m getting a special award lol. Anyway, I worked hard to get all the qualifications to become a deaconess too but I was told to wait till next year. My mom and her PA (my friend) became deaconess and deacon while they never helped me out though I was to become one as well (they know people in the system). I don’t know why I was asked to wait till next year since I worked hard to get all the certificates and other requirements. I also gave my money to them about 1000$ in donations and other stuff. I worked hard for my money no matter how small and I gave it out of a good heart but after what happened I felt bad. Yesterday I didn’t want to take any personal calls because I felt betrayed. Now my mom is asking me why I’m not taking her calls, she even asked if the voices told me she was evil again. I ignored her and changed the topic. I know this sounds religious but it’s more academic than religious and the stated qualifications are academic in nature. I feel really betrayed. Now I don’t care about that stuff anymore. I’m going to focus on other things though I still feel pained today.

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