A couple of days ago I told my mom that I did’nt think she liked me because she was being overly critical of me and she said that is just what parents do? I quit my job and am triggered. I think my parents are retaliating against me but i’m not sure. I also lost my only client that was my income for the time being. I feel like it’s some sort of spiritual retaliation butt i’m atheist. Every time I go take care of my grandmother I get triggered because I never get any sleep cause the TV is so loud and my sister snores. I’m not sure if I should go to the hospital or not. I can feel my old habits of wanting to run away from home coming back. That Is how I ended up in the hospital last time.
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Define a spiritual retaliation what do u mean by that exactly ?
Like when i quit my job, god takes things away from me as a karma or retaliation for not trying.
Ok i see. I feel like believing in God for people like us is a challenge. If there was a God then why would we have to go through something so rare and debilitating? Whats the purpose in this? Chances are god is not angry with you for leaving your job and is not retaliating against you. If anything God is just putting you in a position to see how u respond to your situation. You should attempt to find a deeper meaning in what your going through, and try to learn from your own actions. Observe your reality, then patiently navigate through your situation using knowledge you collected from your actions in past experiences when faced with a crisis or down period while incorporating what you know you are honestly capable of to kind of find a best possible solution or way of thinking that matches a lifestyle you have been tasked with in due to the illness and complications.