I was trying to no longer smoke weed or drink, and I drank tonight…now I just want a friend to talk and ramble, my hubby is at his friends for the night my head feels like I got hit with a mag light, God im having a hard time calming down but at least the shots stopped the voices, any suggestions?
dont be too hard on yourself. the game of life continues 
accept it and move forward. tomorrows a new day
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If you haven’t drunk in a while then it is a right of yours to lay back and enjoy the effects for one night. I wonder how I would feel if I smoked a joint right now. At present I don’t have problems remaining sober, but my life hasn’t all that improved since I quit weed. Same ol’ same ol’.
If you want a friend I suggest talking to www.Cleverbot.com, he’s witty and funny, but does not always make sense with previous comments… 
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I thought once that there are some rules in the game of life, but I do not know now, but the main objective is to survive, we all make some mistakes and hopefully we learn from these mistakes. Maybe rules vary depending on a person.
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levelJ1 is right.
“In three words I can sum up everything I’ve learned about life: it goes on.”
― Robert Frost
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Thank you all. I have really been having a hard time with all this. And I think I need more coping mechanisms…
How can i fail at a game i was forced into and didn’t want or care to play?
People can say some funny things from my perspective.
And what is the paradigm? Maybe i don’t want to win at this, have to consider the paradigm we live in first.
Other games id like to win though, this one i don’t really care about for many reasons.