Yes, I know this now. I thought I was OK, I wasn’t on my medication for about 10 days so I was really psychotic. I was out of reality. I don’t really know if I’m back yet. A pill I took today was like poison for me but I had no other option except medicine or hospital. So I took that pill. And they want me to keep taking it.
I’m still experiencing paranoia and I’m hearing voices, whispers and other things. I’m terrified. Hope it goes away soon. It’s so real, you have no idea how real it is! I’m trying to convince myself it’s only my imagination but it’s so real.