I know many men who always complain they didn’t score enough in their life looking back. Luckily I don’t have that complaint…it sure was a lot of fun…all the beautiful women…I probably could have held on to one of them but I was prodromal and too intense for all of them. Should I feel bad? I don’t think so.
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I won’t lie, I’m jealous.
There were some nice women around when I was in my 20’s, but I was way too anxious to talk to any of them. I was just starting to come out of my shell in my late 20’s, then my symptoms started. That put me out of action for years.
If it isn’t too late for me, maybe I should invest in a guitar 
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I regret my sleeping around, but i was a basket case back then, sadly there was one woman I would have liked to have spent my life with, I still talk to her every so many years, she is happy and married now, so I can’t call her a lot.
She was better off without me cause I was not treated till late in life. I would never do what I did if I could go back, would find a nice woman and work hard at keeping her.
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I’ll never regret sleeping around…
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Good for you @jukebox. Oh man, you must have the best memories.
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@jukebox your younger life is well that you have had many woman.So many people with SZ live a lonely life and die alone,it’s just sad
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I’m sorry @Mountainman. 
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I regret being a Sl##.
When I was s binge drinker I was so easy to have.
Anyone could have me and I was raped many times according to today’s definition of rape…
I t was so trashy and disgusting.
I felt so dirty and worthless and yuck…
I wanted it to be sacred and loving and passionate etc
I did not enjoy it.
I have memories of being molested as a baby and toddler and young child but I think this is s delusion in my memory.
It must be but even if it wasn’t I would forgive.
My supposed “virginity” if I was not molested which I am choosing to think I was not…
In Spain in a abandoned building with rubbish and needles and filth …
It lasted a few seconds and I felt nothing .
G I valued myself high…
But I was probably steered back then too.
Then I was a bullied slu#.
So sad.
After I had cancer I went celibate for around five years and stopped drinking alcohol.
I was humiliated and then few months later met my great man boyfriend and am still sober.
A one woman man he said and I a one man woman.
People can change and improve inside and out.
Most sex I had I did not enjoy or want.
I have had great moments but not overly many.
I am feeling positive about my current relationship and is being faithful and good to each other.
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Glad you found a decent relationship after all you went through
Enjoy your relationship 
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It shouldn’t matter how many people you sleep with. No matter if it’s not too many or quite a lot. Nobody should feel guilty about their sex life.
I don’t mind that I slept around when I was young. I even had a bit of a reputation of being a ■■■■ apparently. People are harsh towards young woman comfortable with their bodies though.
I will never feel ashamed or ‘dirty’ for the things that I did. I’m not an idiot, I know about safe sex. I don’t feel like I’m somehow ‘impure’ now either, and regret nothing.
I’m sex positive, so I’m all for people doing whatever they want with their bodies. That means I support ‘sluts’, but also ‘prudes’. Either way, it’s a valid option and I respect people’s choices to do whatever they choose to with their bodies.
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I don’t feel like my body is attached to me.
What is that called again
You might be experiencing disassociation
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I confess, I’m jealous of those who have had a good sex life and the good memories…I got sick in my late teens, I’m 43 now, and I am STILL a virgin. The antipsychotics pretty much killed my sex drive when they were working and I was too weird for any potential sex partners when they weren’t working.
That said, I totally believe that there is a difference between love and sex…you CAN have one without the other, and I have known love.
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Whiteraven
Snap I started get sick in secondary school then diagnosed age18
Sex drive low
I’m 45 and still a virgin glad I’m not the only one
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