I dont know what to do

the government has a personal vendetta against me they want to destroy me and they want me dead. I cant do anything because they are watching my every move. I can buy a house because they will render me bankrupt I cant live my life because they are always plotting to hurt me with people they know. they have a scheme right now to show I’m not schizophrenic. they had someone ■■■■ me and leave me they got to me. they failed at there first attempt now they are comming more for my head. all I can do is lay low save everything I got and devise there plans of ruining me and running me into the grave.

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Don’t think too much. Have you really got it all figured out? I’m sorry but you are feeling paranoid right now. If you could just refresh you mind and move on to something else what would you do? Try to change the subject from this. But I want to hear it just that you are hurting and these thoughts and feelings are doing it. Mine are very persistent and the don’t want to go. Pretend you are Hercules and lift them up and throw them off of you. Get with somebody you can talk to about this and other things.

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I must agree. Talking to someone you trust can bring positive reality checks. I have A LOT of problems trusting people even people I’ve known for years and my way of dealing with paranoia is complicated and not for everyone so the best I can say is find someone even if it’s a crisis line(because ratting people out is against their policy lol)

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You could try trusting someone a little bit and see if they are trustworthy and you can judge if what they say is right on or not. Help line is safe, yes.

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hi @Sleepy

I don’t think the govt is after you. I think you’re paranoid & delusional. I agree with the others on the thread - talk to someone you can trust or see your pdoc & get your meds adjusted.

Buying a house where I live is paying off a 20 year mortgage. I did that & now I live mortgage free & it’s nice.

My paranoia was never about govt or house-buying. House buying is an area you need to be savvy in or you’ll have a mortgage & debt that is too much for you to pay reasonably.

My paranoia was always about my family (mother) wanting to psychologically torture me. Unfortunately that was true in reality. But anti-psychotics helped me to see that clearly.

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it sure feel like it.

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