I don't know what to do with my negative nancy attitude

I started a youtube channel, and it started going pretty well. I had a few views, the channel was growing, but now I don’t have the energy for it. And the sad thing is, I don’t do anything else all day.

So it’s like my one creative outlet, but my recent videos have been too negative, and no one wants to watch someone play chess/video games that’s super negative and in the dumps.

I’ve been tying to get therapy, but that will take a week or two. And I have 0 friends…(friends can help you be happier, and more positive). I don’t know what to do. I keep putting at least a vid a day on my channel but I’m just so meh at it now.

And please don’t say to go look at flowers or smile, that doesn’t work.

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Unfortunately motivation and lack of interest in any activities is a part of the illness. The meds dont help either, but they at least sort out the positive symptoms.

All i can offer as advice is to keep trying with the things you know will eventually make you happier.

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Good advice. Keep trying.

Theres no point in posting videos online if your hearts not in it
Maybe talk to your parents and try therapy or something

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