I started a youtube channel, and it started going pretty well. I had a few views, the channel was growing, but now I don’t have the energy for it. And the sad thing is, I don’t do anything else all day.
So it’s like my one creative outlet, but my recent videos have been too negative, and no one wants to watch someone play chess/video games that’s super negative and in the dumps.
I’ve been tying to get therapy, but that will take a week or two. And I have 0 friends…(friends can help you be happier, and more positive). I don’t know what to do. I keep putting at least a vid a day on my channel but I’m just so meh at it now.
And please don’t say to go look at flowers or smile, that doesn’t work.