I don't know if I can hold on til Friday

I’m cussing at the upstairs neighbors. I can’t sit here and listen to them listening to me. Man, if I have one drop of caffeine it’s fight time. Any ideas?

How are the noise cancelling headphones working for you?

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They’re good I don’t have them on right now. I was about to.

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Yeah, I need mine on all day for sanity. My voices without music on are very very mild now but my head pressure increases big time when I’m listening to random background noises.

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I’m probably going to crisis tonight. I’ve been yelling they got what they want. I don’t care anymore

You are a trooper, I wouldn’t be able to function thinking that everyone is insulting me 24/7.

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Nope Friday. Miserable for three days more.

Gonna call crisis tell them nevermind. Decided bridge

No just go to crisis now. Try a new med. Haldol? Clozapine?

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I called them back and said nevermind. Waste of their time. I need to muster up the courage to go over that bridge. God hates me because I said he wasn’t real. I’m going to hell.

You’re a valuable individual, don’t let the voices tell you otherwise. You deserve a break in this life, just go to the crisis center and they could help you. Try Clozapine!

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God doesnt hate you. He is Love itself…he cannot hate you…its probably the devil telling you that. Youre not going to hell. Theres some church fathers like St. Irenaeus who believed that everyone goes to heaven eventually. Do not be afraid. God loves you :slight_smile:

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Clozapine sounds good if it can ■■■■ off my white blood cells.

You can do it we believe in you

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I guess I’m not going after all .

Are you home alone? What happens on Friday? @roxanna

I don’t like the sound of this. What bridge? Are you thinking about killing yourself? Please don’t do that. Please just go to crisis now or maybe call 911.

Well lady on phone said she had a client there and wouldn’t let me talk to someone in the tech station. She was going to get the number for the mcot. I didn’t have a pen so I hung up.

You can always call back if you want to.

There’s the internets use it. I feel like the orange cable is better. No one will see me.