I can’t tell, lol. Sometimes I think they are being nice to me because they like me. Other times I think they’re just acting. Well hell, what the hell do I expect from them? They should just magically like me for no reason?
I will keep being polite and friendly and respectful to most of them ( but not all of them of course, there’s plenty of both men and women who in my book do not deserve respect ), however they feel about me because that’s how my mother raised me. I know girls are only human and are dealing with their own issues and I know most women, whether they are pretty or not, or have a good personality or not, they will have a hundred guys competing to get to know them. Maybe I’m exaggerating a little.
But I know they have to do what’s best for themselves and look out for their own self interests. They can’t like everybody, and just because I like them doesn’t mean they have to like me back. Sh*t, I sound like a damn sixth grader. Oh well.
As John Cougar Mellonkemp says:
“Oh yeah, life goes on,
Even after the thrill of living is gone”.