yeah, it sucks. no, I wont take 10 mg of that. I couldn’t feel my food today, even my sense of smell was suppressed by the med. ill stick with 7,5 mg of Zyprexa though. but I am still afraid that ill remain numb. numb on both sides-intellectually and emotionally… my pdoc thinks that in my case it will take years to recover. she finds me better so she doesn’t want to switch meds…
how do I feel without meds? gosh-I am in my bed, with hands of my head which hurts, with paranoia and just one thought that nobody loves me. it turns in my head like a wash machine… that was the state the last time I stopped meds. I needs meds, I have no problems taking them. but I am afraid that ill remain numb like I said…
wait and see? that’s what I should do like my pdoc said? how was it for you?
but dont you think that aps kill our emotions? what if I remain forever like this? plus my reason is touched too. everybody seems to say to me that I am not dumb but sometimes I dont even get a movie…
Take your 10 mg. Give your body a chance to get used to the higher dose. You are improving on it. You have good moments and bad moments, but when you’re having a bad moment, you forget about all the good ones. So I’m reminding you. You are doing better on 10 mg.
no @Ninjastar, I was 2 days on 10 mg and I was a zombie. couldn’t think, couldn’t feel, I was more anxious and more agitated. it wasn’t good, I assure you… I cant stand to be like this. it was too much. I had some waves of supra energy but I was really anxious. it upped my anger too