at home i hear voices and they make me feel like taken ‘hostage’ by a crowd i don’t care for.
at work there are still hostilities towards me that are extra and peculiarly only for me.
in some stores i also feel pushed out the door.
it’s a ‘hard knock life’ having sz.
judy
You can feel like a prisoner.
That sucks that at work there are hostilities.
I remember the times when I was walking down the street, talking to myself.
Incredibly embarrassing.
i still talk to myself, a whole lot.
at work it feels like there’s a social war going on and at me.
judy and thanks ares for sympathizing with me.
its good you have a job, i’ve been trying to get a job for a long time, i like to keep my mind active and focused on other things i put all the crap to the back of the mind and concentrate on what’s important, it drowns out all the nonsense and i feel a lot better bc of it (with the help of my med that is)
actually i started out as a volunteer at this job and then they hired me.
good luck to you.
judy
My volunteer job at the cafe i started last week went well, i made my first coffee on the coffee machine and it was a cappuccino my first customer was an SNP MP from Westminster,
There has been chat about making it a TEP (transitional employment placement)) hopefully i get it but it’ll probably only be 4 hrs a week at £9 an hr, fingers crossed x
I had to take a few rests though, anxiety 
I used to say that all the time, like when the lines too long at a store. I felt like I was being held hostage.
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