Ugh. Most of my past team members or whatever… did not like me at all. The last 3 jobs I had I quit because basically nobody seemed to like me… and nobody wanted to train me they were basically like- figure it out on your own… but actually 3 different jobs I had, I liked my coworkers. They were nice.
I am also feeling not too good today… but for different reasons besides work obviously… I just feel “off” again…
I’m on a 6 man crew currently; I’ve been there ten years. We all usually work by ourselves-so my team is great. They bug me a little but it’s only minor stuff. I have no friends there but I don’t think any of them are friends with each other either. I might exchange several friendly words with one or two of them every day.
I talk to my boss more than anyone else but he kind of looks down on me. I guess he has to.
I get to take my lunch and my break alone. I have certain soldiers who are friendly to me.
My last team was ten years ago at Kohl’s. I was quiet but I was kind of accepted. The rest of the crew liked to bullish*t and banter among themselves. I didn’t join in but they still talked to me. I impressed some people there and they thought I was cool. I didn’t get picked on or bullied. I worked there three years.
It is so nice when fitting into a team. Feels special. I’m glad you had that experience in that job ten years ago. And good for you for not joining in the bshitt talk. It’s nice to see a fellow szc doing wrk for such a long time span. Good for ya.