I went to the hall yesterday and everyone was talking bad about me. I just dont understand how one person can be broadcasted over tv and over the country. I know everyone is telling me it’s the disease but I dont believe that. It’s really real. Why me though? What’s so special about me? I guess because im the only idiot with a hidden camera implanted inside of her.
You only know the delusions you no longer have.
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What does that mean?
He means if you have a delusion you won’t believe it’s a delusion and you’ll believe it’s real.
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Oh ok… @everhopeful
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I’ll tell you what happened on my trip to the mental health clinic earlier today.
My condition is reduced now, but I still hear very quiet comments here and there. I also get thought broadcasting stuff around corners / in the distance with muffled voices.
I had some relief where there were people talking in the waiting room about vaccinations or something and I didn’t feel it was about me at all. I started “interfering” with my thoughts and one of the people talking said “I’m so out” while conversing, so I feel like I’m still “in” this though broadcasting system to some extent, but the quieter my voices are, the less intense the synchronicities are.
In short, I almost felt fully “out” of the synchronicity system, experiencing almost random reality that didn’t have to do with me.
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Lucky for you none of it is real.
It all feels exactly real.
I can’t just will my way out of the belief and very real experiences, I can only fix my brain physically to stop it.
Well at least your not being broadcasted on tv
I wish I was delusional. Someone is in my body. I pray I don’t have the Corona virus. I am scared.
I hate the way they make me feel and think. It is way too much, I don’t know why they do this? I don’t want to die.
I just came from the store and everyone was talking bad about me. I wish I was delusional but I’m not. Why would the world be watching me? What is so special about me?
You just need to take your medicine and lay down. Lucky for you you are experiencing a delusion. You have to keep telling yourself and believe it with all your might. You are simply delusional, lucky you.