I didnt look at a mirror all through high school

all through high school i didnt look at the mirror. i was too scared. anyone else experience this???

i only had bad acne one year but still i was afraid of what i looked like.

knew there must’ve been something odd about me back then.

I didnt either
looking in the mirror too much is a bad habit
but i look in the mirror more these dsy

I need to look in mirror to see what the hell I am sometimes. I sort of look like a white chimp. For real I was off my meds for a short duration and I can remember looking in the mirror he looked more mature and way too darn real. I look more younger when I look in the mirror these days. It’s surprising what time does to a person. Look in the mirror and ask what are we here for. It’s not bad and it is a good way to know yourself, its a good reality training practice.

I did the opposite, I would constantly look in the mirror and mourn over all my flaws. (I had pretty bad skin back then-thank god it’s fixed now) I was so insecure about my hair I would go to the bathroom to brush it between class periods. I was also delusional for a while and thought half my face was “wrong” and that it wasn’t really my face it was like something possessing that area of my face.

that’s me now. it’s been a complete 360

In 11th grade I took too much acid and it made my pupils permanently dilated. It used to freak me out when I looked in the mirror.