I’m so happy for you
I did a similar thing 6 years ago. Left a toxic partner who kept pushing me to do drugs with him.
I had a lot of moments wondering if I’d done the right thing and doubting if I’d ever recover. But ultimately, it was one of the few things in my life I’ve done right.
He did a great job at convincing me no one would ever love me or care about anything I had to say. But time and time again, the universe has proved him wrong.
Feel free to message me if you need to talk. I know when I left him, I had a lot of moments where I considered going back to him. Especially because he kept promising he’d changed and was going to treat me right.
Without my friends knocking sense into me, I don’t know if I can honestly say I wouldn’t have done it.
Stay strong, and good luck. You made the right call