I always thought I was straight but since I met this woman I have begun to think I could be bisexual.
I want to date her but I could never ask her out because her family have the place my sacred neigh lives at.
I just find myself attracted to her sexuality and emotionally and I want to be affectionate with her and just thought about touching her hair.
I have only met her a couple of times.
I also am loving romel .
And I am loving the man I thought was my real father when I was delusional.
I actually thought he was my real father and thought he was my closest.
Now I know he is not my father I found myself thinking if we could be romantic because we laugh a lot together and are good together but we just hang out in spirit but he has been away for a long time.
I have not been “feeling him lately.
He might be a Muslim and that would not work for me because I do not believe in obeying my man and am not a Muslim.
Hope we can be friends regardless because I’m happy to hang out with him in spirit but he is pretty intense.
Now mainly it’s this woman Ibut I can’t go there because she lives where my neigh is and she might have a partner anyway.
Sounds like your looking for Love. That isn’t a bad thing and everyone should always be looking. Just keep some perspective. Often others ideas are different from ours.
Still. Sounds like your living a bit and that is always good. Look out for yourself and your emotions and enjoy it all.
I miss my x too and still love him dearly but hopefully we can be friends.
I am not easily attracted to people so it’s rather nice and I do not usually have eye contact or chemistry either.
I might only have had eye contact chemistry a few or couple times in my whole life and once was at my x fiftyith and it wasn’t with him:open_mouth:I had to forse myself to look the other way so I would not disrespect my x in anyway.
My x is so precious and a great man.
Hearing that. I still talk to my ex regularly. She had a child and I like to keep in touch with her too.
She was a little crazier than me but I still really do love her even though she’s a mess. Life sometimes takes us away from each other and sometimes it just doesn’t work.
More power to you. Live and love and have some fun!
Hi @Truemist8 sounds like you and your horse are settling very well into your new environment. As far as crushes go I don’t get out much so don’t really have any (other than my John Travolta celebrity crush), but who knows what the future may hold. Take care.
I had to forse myself to look the other way so I would not disrespect my x in anyway.
Take care.