It does suck but your definitely not alone @Joker .
Good luck with the moving plans, I have always just found that the forces follow me wherever I go. What might be of more help is some kind of talisman to counteract anything that is ,er, invading your space.
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Good luck @Joker and hope you feel better soon!
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Where I live is noisy and lots of shouting
I can’t tell half the time if it’s me or them
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This in my viewpoint would be largely down to a power structure of being unwittingly subjected to outside stimulus of which has left a trigger or whats known as a ‘trauma bound’ within your psyche. You then will do the rest of there work for them.
Does this sound uncanny to you.
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I was forced to stay with my parents last night. It’s annoying that I am up so early and can’t do what I want
Guess no cigarettes either at hospital if and when I get there 
Weren’t you supposed to get a higher dosage of olanzapine?
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The said no because I am on a new med called vortioxetine and they did not want to do that
What ever happens it will probably be a complete med change or that might go up
I find it hard to follow as I have not spoken directly to the doctor
I have to tell my case worker then it’s Chinese whispers
Then the outcome by time it comes back to me is inappropriate
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Ok, best to do what the doc says.
I hope your new med regimen will help you.
Are you still on vraylar? Vraylar works as a good antidepressant for me although I’m irritable on it.
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I missed this part! Who is prescribing you meds? I mean you must have a doc that is in charge of your health? Why haven’t you talked to him?
I have a nurse whom I contact and he speaks to the doc.
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The case worker has the access to the doctor
But I tell her something and they decide everything behind my back
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Yea
4.5mg Cariprazine 5mg Olanzapine 4mg Diazepam 375mg Pregabalin 50mg Promethazine 2mg Clonazepam
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That’s a lot of meds. No wonder they won’t up the dosage on olanzapine.
Be careful with benzos. Some people get addicted on them like cocaine. I know you know this, but only take them when absolutely necessary.
I know myself, I wouldn’t be able to trust myself with them. But docs don’t prescribe them any more to new patients.
I’m lucky though, the past few weeks have been anxiety free. I don’t know why though? I haven’t changed a thing.
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Fu** me, your rattling with so many meds
No cigs in hospital thats bad
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They just gave me Clonazepam
Its got to a point now where they have put me on so many things I have no idea what’s redundant or not
I forgot 10mg vortoxoitine as well
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I know right
Going to end up being sectioned when we get to that argument I think 
Aww get the help if its offered and you’ll be fine 
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I could just leave this place for good
I know it’s old news but sitting there thinking about it all and building up your animosity I would say isn’t helping. I know it’s hard to re-intergrate with things but keeping busy is good. Whether hobbies, social or otherwise you sound like you need to have other things to occupy the mind. I know it’s so easy to castastrophize but your a good egg. Give yourself some slack and find something other to do…
You can call me names but know somewhat about busy minds…
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I would never insult you rogueone you’re a legend in my view
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Keep the mind busy. I’m glad you’ve doggie to take things off yourself but you’ve a thinking brain…find things to occupy it in a good sense. I know it’s hard with negs and positives but find something you enjoy doing and try doing that for a couple of hours a day…it really helps to get out of the regular headspace…
I’ve so called normal people in my life and they do things like this too. I’ve a cousin who does puzzles. A friend who builds lego…I am someone who still trys to play cricket…It’s a big world out there if you look and find things that work for you.
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