Away. Some guy yelled at me get a job.yoy don’t know me and you don’t want to know me. I heard him from that far away. I think it may be voices.
May be? I am sure it is voices
I’ll get a job and it will be at home. I have been in osych wards more than thirty times since 2004.dont ■■■■■■■ care. Who the ■■■■ are these people?
I just want to stay out of the wards, take my meds,and be left alone. Is that too damn much to ask for?
They don’t like the fact that I am on disability. I’ve tried killing myself while I was a cashier at two different jobs. I can’t go back to them they won’t rehire me. I can barely get on a bus I hear voices in there
Why do I have to explain the hell I go through everyday?
File this under worrying about what people think.■■■■.
The guy who yelled that probably lives off mommy’s tit. He needs a penis in his ear.
Sorry if the mods have to flag this or ban. I have to put humor into things I experience that are negative. Hope someone laughs before I’m flagged.
In the meantime I’m going to play in traffic. ■■■■ a bridge a can a piece of paper. Maybe a dead squirrel.
I’ve been where you are. It seems so real. Another one for me is I will be sitting in a restaurant, and I’ll hear people talking about me. But I’m the only one in the restaurant. There is no one else there. I’ll think they’re in back, but that seems unlikely to me now, even though back then I was sure some people were talking about me.
When I sit in the back of a city bus, I hear voices coming from the engine. I hate it
Oh my, I can hear like that too. It’s a little muffled but still loud at the same time. I still hear the guy’s voice that raised me with my mom shouting at me and yelling at me, a lot of the times I’ll see him again right in front of my face and I stop dead in my tracks and can’t move. A lot of other times when I’m trying to sleep in bed, I see guys getting on top of me getting ready to rape me or do harm. I also have nightmares like that. I have a fear of the color black as well and don’t like it when it’s dark outside or in my room especially cause that’s where a lot of my trauma was.
But yes, I do hear a lot of other people shouting at me that I’m lazy, dumb, retarded and such.
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