I believe my own delusions

[roxanna]

I took off my headphones and heard neighbours threatening me to get killed. There’s a guy with a deep voice from to here calls me a hoe and ■■■■■.

Going to take meds brb

[GrayBear]

Hope the meds help.

[Adelaing]

Lol that’s so weird luckily im not alone. In my delusions it’s the devil attacking me with demonized people.
I had a dream of Satan.
I dreamt satan with a black priest outfit carrying two babies wrapped in white.
I keep having dreams of this lil middle eastern looking boy who’s the antichrist. In my dreams it’s always like he’s telling me he wants to be born.
Got me tripping. I think satanists are messing with me.
My dumb ass ex is the devil. I miscarried him and that baby wore white in my dream. And so I got creeped out bc all this satanic delusion keeps appearing.
Seeing myself in hell to seeing the devil.
Its a delusion for sure but in all my dreams I love the boy. And promise id never let anyone hurt him. I said to him please don’t ever be afraid of me. And that to remember that he’s loved.
One dream there was this battle in space and he was afraid and hiding and I knelt down beside him and said come here baby don’t be afraid I would never let anyone hurt you.
Then, he showed up again walking besides two black priests. Asking them if it was true that the antichrist came from the east staring at me. They looked at this kid and told him no and they need to teach him.
Another my ex had cell phones connecting to multiple ppl and he was staging them and telljng them where to go like he was organizing them.
Then i had a dream he locked me in a cage and forced me to do things I didn’t want to.
If you wanted to you would have… His face morphed into anotherbface speaking as him, but it was not him. It was the devil.
My husband had a dream I had a mixed race baby and that freaked me out.
So your delusions aren’t as bad. I saw rosemarrys baby one time. That’s sum scary stuff
I know I need to take meds but im trying to stay natural while breast feeding.