I been rather confused

Unusual Beliefs
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I been off my meds for the past few days. And i feel as if the fact of what if i am already dead. My vioce keep whispering me to get it over with, but i know that hurting or killing myself will only bring those that know me more pain. I know that i can’t ecaspe this. Death is for all of us. We just dont know when it will be.

And now a poem i bring you.
If death is full of tragedy.
Then why does it enlighten me.
Such deserace and misery.
Why do we hold the chages or the balance that sways.
(Sorry for spelling error i am just tired.)

What if what we are living in on this earth is purgatory?
What if so. Idk i just though i share my depressing thoughts about life and theory? Anyway i just wanted to vent about some stuff and explain a weird thought i had that maybe true. Idk to be honest though.

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You’re not dead.

I woke up after a flareup one time and thought I was in the afterlife, but alas it was just another day.

Please don’t hurt yourself. There’s a sticky post about crisis lines and such if you’re in a bad spot.

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Is there a reason your off your meds?

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I can’t afford them as of right now.

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Your doc or clinic should be able
To give you free samples.

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If you go to emergency department and tell them…some will provide a few to tide you over.

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