here is what is happening in my head
hallucinations say to me do that dont do that
otherwise they harm me !!!
becoz they can control me my body and everything !!!
they call thrmselves honest voices they dont lie
even after 15 years of the begining of my hallucinations !!!
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idk why my case is like that
from time to time i am rained by threats and i become in so big fear and i come here
may be tomorrow is better
i am still hoping i am still alive
thankfully i will not think in suicide becoz i get more awareness about my illness
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It’s just schizophrenia mate. Stay positive!
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Voices are liars. Don’t listen to them.
They don’t control you
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Sorry to hear this i totally agree voices are something else.
Maybe get a medication adjustment if it is due.
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If voices can control you, you have to do something with your pdoc i think.
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Oh, I had something similar for years. It was awful until I realized that it was just the illness and what I thought was real wasn’t and therefore had no power over me. Now I safely ignore the threats and just treat it as amusing background noise.
Look into CBT. It worked for me where the meds didn’t.
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Another thing that is torture about this affliction is feeling like a runny egg on the ground.
Shapeless and no legs to move 
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Maybe you canstay at hospital for a while and get professional care.
If not Maybe try microwave.meals or home delivered groceries and simple to do list .
Lots of rest and sleep and talk with dr.
I was tortured by voices too.
Thankfully they went away .
Things can get better.
Hope you feel better soon. 
