I am scared

I have command hallucinations that is telling me to kill my bullies.

I am sorry, I feel ashamed of myself!

Even when I tell my command hallucinations to stop, it keeps persisting and I sometimes feel like attacking my former bullies, just so my command hallucinations would just shut up!

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They wouldn’t shut up if you harmed your bullies. They would find something different to say.

Do you have an appointment with your psychiatrist in the near future?

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They wouldn’t stop.

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You need to go to the hospital if you’re contemplating killing your bullies just to stop commands. The commands won’t stop. You need better treatment

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The police officer told me about what I posted on Facebook, he explained to me that I should never post my unhealthy murder fantasies
on my former bullies online, because people that don’t know me, can take that very seriously. The police officer, he spoke with the counselor from mental institution. Luckily, I didn’t have to go to mental institution, as I take medications like I am supposed to.

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I am sorry, I didn’t know this.

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I am sorry, I didn’t know this at first.

Don’t you know by yourself that you can’t threaten people Irl or online?

You sound like you urgently need some more help.

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But, I don’t have serious behavior issues. I do well in school, I don’t want to miss school, as it starts this Monday.

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I had homicidal ideation not for bullies
but for loved family members and friends

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In my case, it is Lucifer who inserts homicidal ideas

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Is more treatment for me necessary?

I am taking psychiatric medications like I am supposed to.

Why the heck would you post that on Facebook?!?

Just wow.

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It sounds like your meds aren’t working well enough, so yes, you need to see your dr for better treatment

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If you’re having thoughts of harming others, you need to let your pdoc know immediately.

Are the bullies at the same school you’re attending next week?

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Contact your doctor immediately
Contemplating homicide is serious stuff

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I wasn’t thinking clearly.

It’s very unlikely, it was long time ago in elementary school.

Ah, OK. I asked bacause I wasn’t sure whether you were still in middle school or highschool where you might encounter these same people.

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