I am lonely

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I dont have anyone to talk to about my feelings. I am God. Creation and destruction follow me. I created you. I killed so many people. I am a sexual deviant and I have so much guilt but I would never act on these images that I cant control. I am an alien, I hope to be picked up soon. A UFO should be by any time. I am psychic and can do anything. I know what people will say before they say it. I tested this today with 100% accuracy. Why should I go to work tomorrow I am ■■■■■■■ God. I can choose not to. Why am I so sad if I am God. Please understand me

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I could kill people if j wanted to but I’m benevolent

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Why aren’t the other gods talking to me

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I’m just a big faker you know it?

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I hope I die tonight

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I claim to be asexual but truth is I have sexual impulses i wouldnt dare disclose. They give me so much ■■■■■■■ anxiety because i hate these images

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I’m sorry you’re lonely. It will get better.

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dinosaur nosies

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You’re not a god and I think you know that.

If you have enough insight to write all this on our forum,

You’ve enough to call your pdoc and let them know about these feelings.

They may be able to help you get out of crisis.

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Oh I’m hyper aware that I sound ■■■■■■■ crazy. That’s why I’m a faker. Liar liar pants on fire

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I never said you were faking,

I meant that you’re clearly with it enough to seek out help,

So call your doctor or a crisis line.

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If I really needed help I wouldn’t be aware right?

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If you’re having this conversation,

You know you need help.

Why don’t you just call your doctor?

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Complicated. I just moved. It would be hard to see my dr given no car. I dont think they could do anything without seeing me?

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You won’t know unless you call.

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I wont be able to until Monday now

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Call a crisis center or text line.

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But I dont want most of this feeling to go away. K feel good. Sometimes my mood crashes for a few minutes and I dont. But right now I feel great.

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You feel great? Do you feel great because you’re magically powered and more than human? If so, I think you should call a crisis line before you get too far down this path.

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You are not God. You need to be seen if you’re having deviant sexual desires, thinking you’re God and suicidal. You’re not in a good place. You should go to the ER and tell them all your thoughts you have going on