I feel really low. it’s happened before. lucky I am going to the pdoc on Monday but he ain’t a magician.
I don’t even know what did it to me. I just feel so locked up psychologically and emotionally as if I am in a mental health program that is all wrong for me. even my mom annoys me now.
I can’t stand it this not feeling free. I don’t deserve to be locked up like this.
I feel no privacy at home. like people are listening in – they’re the voices. my bosses. I hate it all