why am i taking meds, i forgot what psychosis was like and what real life feels like i dont know why i am taking these meds i am no longer psychotic i think. I can remember it but the memories dont feel real and they are not clear what if the only psychosis i have is me being psychotic enough to think i was psychotic i am so lost right now i feel like i need to quit my meds and smoke some weed so i can see if I still have psychosis I don’t even feel alive everything is so weird I feel like I have amnesia because I don’t truly know who I am and what is real I got to the point that I just looked at my bottle of meds and searched up what it is to find out why I am taking it I have this odd feeling and I don’t know but I need to do something to assure that the life I am living right now is real
Don’t quit your med!!! This is the cardinal mistake made in schizophrenic history. U feel better, u quit meds, u relapse, end up back in hospital…Takes some trial and error sometimes but I advise u not. It will only cause more pain in the long term…
idk man I don’t think I am schizophrenia
That’s because you’re taking your meds. When you go off meds and you get sick, even when you go back on meds, you are not in the same place you were before you went off them. Stick to your regimen.
From the stuff I’ve seen you post man you got something. It’s not horrible though, just take your meds, eat right and find something productive to occupy your mind. Also do physical exercise every day, it helps a lot.
When people who are stable on meds go off them, the severity of the disease gets worse; I know.
J.
You are on meds so you can forget about being psychotic.
Keep up the good work.
You feel less psychotic because you take meds. If you stop taking them the psychosis will come back. Is that what you want? I don’t know how your whole recovery is going but a relapse could mean being hospitalized and could set you back in your recovery and it could take you two months, 5 months, or a year to get back to the level you are at right now.
Welcome my friend, to the revolving door psychosis…
where the nightmares never end.