It’s been a few months, before the begging of summer since I don’t care about people/events/my life /my body/my eating habits /my vices/etc
Basically I don’t care about anything. And I can’t remember how it feels to care about something.
I have the desire to do things, which is slowly fading. Basically instead of going to my part time job and rarely to school. I just stay and drink coffee, smoke and browse the forum…
I recently start getting into the Idea of making music. I keep downloading programs, watch some tutorials but after a brief time I just stop carrying and let it go. I am worried. I don’t know how to start getting into things. At least I want to care about people.
sumarry
I don’t care about anything from people to hobbies. I wish to do things but I always give up, I have a huge potential and I’m still young. I feel like doing nothing, nothing makes me feel something
I know what you mean. It’s so hard to be motivated do do anything and nothing is really all that enjoyable. I keep fighting though, and hoping for a better day. Don’t give up hope. If music is your thing, then get into it, give it a try. Who knows, maybe it will be something you can do and enjoy.
It was really enjoyable. The whole get up in the morning and the first hour go to the gym, listining to music, running on a treadmill and after that a nice cold shower, it was revarding.
After two days of going I got more symptomatic and after 1 week and a half I quit and symtoms disappear.
@disciple
I can’t realy do much, it feels like torture when I try do to things. Somehow my body with all its energy resists to whatever I’m doing
That’s rough, man. I would say something about meds but the meds don’t really help as much with the negative symptoms. Maybe in the future there will be better medication.
I believe in God so i pray and hope. I also write about how i feel and what i’m going through. Also, i do a lot of distracting myself, listening to music and watching videos and that sort of thing. The combination of all these things gets me through the day.
I take anti depressants. As long as I also have an antipsychotic, they can prescribe them. I was on mood stabilizers and an AP with no anti depressant before, and I was miserable.
It didn’t help with the sz symptoms so much, but it keeps me in a good mood so I don’t act on what I hear or agree with the voice’s insults. Also the mood I’m in seems to affect how often the voices are nice vs how often they are mean. I could be wrong about that last point though.
