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I ain't doing well peeps

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#1

We called my doctor because I’m not doing well at all. Thankfully, we set up an appointment with him tomorrow morning.

Basically, I feel like I’m sliping into psychosis again. I have this strange feeling before every relapse that I feel myself encroaching a state of psychosis again. I’ve had this peculiar feeling all week, but no symptoms up until now. I’ve also been more acrimonious lately, which is a sign of doing unwell. I got these symptoms in the latter half of the day causing me great feelings of chagrin and discomfort. I’ve been hallucinating, visual and audio, and also having a substantial amount of suicidal depression, to which I feel death is better than my life and lack of goals.

We think it might be because of getting off risperdal too fast, being inconsistent with a strong antihistamine, and stress from work and other areas like losing fat.

Frankly, I don’t know if I was acting with a clear conscious when I asked the girl out. Now she thinks I got the feeling from down under for her lol. Oh well, she is cute.

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#2

Same for me. I also think stress from work can worsen psychosis.

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#3

My guys, I think I’m going to talk about going to the hospital to my doctor so I can get better faster and not do anymore stupid stuff; almost precautionary in going.

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#4

Could it just be the feeling of rejection that is triggering this? I really don’t know, just throwing it out there

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#5

Maybe. But I wasn’t completely there yesterday either. And to be honest, I asked her out almost because of knowing my good state of mind won’t last. Also, I ain’t getting any younger.

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#6

I’m in the same boat as you my friend

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#7

Why not try reading could lift your spirits

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#8

Oh man. I’m sorry you’re suffering so much. I’m glad you see your pdoc tomorrow. Hang in there!

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#9

I will read the Scriptures, but sometimes words get into a word salad in my mind and it leaves me confused.

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#10

Are you Catholic?

I’m just asking because reading from The Book of Common Prayer really comforts me sometimes.

And I’m not religious,

I’m also Jewish.

Got the book from a garage sale, anyway,

I’m just saying if your going to read religious material, it’s a good one.

Easier than the Bible.

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#11

I’m LDS, and I try to read the uplifting parts of the Scriptures. And I don’t usually read the Bible too often. I haven’t even read all of the old Testament, there were some weird stuff in there.

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#12

Just looked,

Its actually from the Episcopal Church.

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#13

Book of job always cheers me up lol. The guys whole life was ruined and it gives me someone to sympathize with.

Also Ecclesiastes or the gospels are good

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#14

Yeah,

Growing up in my school we had to read the whole bible in a year,

Every year.

It was pretty brutal.

Any book that large is pretty brutal,

But the Bible isn’t exactly easy reading.

That’s why I suggest the Common Prayer book.

I just found it by googling,

If you’re interested.

If not, cool.

I hope you feel better.

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#16

Sorry guys, religion.

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