I can be like a demanding baby. I should be giving love, not demanding it.
I am hungry for love/sex too,besides my family member I had no one and I masturbate the urge away
Im pretty much lonely all the time. I just dont know how to go about meeting someone. It sucks because its been over 10 years since I been with anyone.
Love is hard to find, esp when your troubled and aren’t completely independent. I plan on moving out into my own place, then I’ll worry about getting romantic. It’s gonna be hard to budget once I have to start paying for my own health insurance come April. The move will exhaust my savings, maybe I’ll still have a couple grand to sit on though. Gotta quit drinking coffee. I spend hundreds of dollars a month on that ■■■■. More then I spend on food. I’m starting to recognize its a problem.
There’s always online dating but it’s pretty difficult to make anything real out of that.
Kind of just waiting for it to happen naturally, but I don’t really have many women folk in my life and I’ve got sz.
If only I could find a sz girl who still had her head on straight. It’d be perfect, but she’s have to be beautiful to. I’m less picky then I used to be, but still they either have or they don’t.
Hard to imagine spending my life with a normie who doesn’t relate to or understand psychotic experiences. Maybe it’d be good for me though.
Don’t loose hope people, who knows what the future will hold.
Some of the reports I’ve gotten on people’s relationships make me think that nothing is better than a whole lot of relationships I’ve heard about. I’ve been in one long term relationship. It didn’t satisfy me. Maybe I wasn’t made for relationships. I have faults that get in the way.
“should statement” feelings aren’t rational and its a human need to be loved.
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Its been about 20 yrs since I’ve had any physical contact with anybody besides the occasional handshake or hug of a family member.Pretty much since my delusions started.It sucks having this illness but I found that regular excercise and thought occupiers like books and video games help alot.I’ve recently taken to trying to understand bible scripture as part of my delusion is the world is ending and everybody is out to make me sin like them so I go to hell. Excersise really does wonders for me, I think that it helps force those negative chemicals out of my brain until they build up again and the delusions and voices come back. God Bless
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