Iām feeling that way a little bit tonight too, so I feel ya. Iām not generally depressed or happy or anything. Iām usually blah. I had a med reduction recently though, so maybe I am having emotions come back. Donāt know if this is a good thing or not 
I feel ya on the wanting to sleep as well. Iook forward to sleep tonight and a reset for tomorrow. I hope that you are able to get some.
Do you want the crisis lines @anon61987434 ?
It might be helpful for the future if I need it
If you are feeling suicidal or having a mental health crisis, please tell someone ā a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if youāre in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a crisis intervention hotlineāthese are available in the U.S. and in many other countries. You do not need to be actively suicidal to benefit from a crisis hotline.
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Ahā¦ that definitely could be what it isā¦ good luck to you!
For me I think itās the lack of sleep getting to me or somethingā¦
Thanksā¦ I will get some sleep but it will be minimalš¬
Very cute @anon61987434 .
I have been having to tell myself the last couple days āeven tho Iām not the best momā¦ I am definitely not the worst momā¦ā
Ugh.
I feel like no matter what I do, I canāt sooth/make baby human happy 
It makes me sad.
Have you tried in a car seat on top of a dryer? 
Oh gosh, she HATES the car seat honestlyā¦ I donāt think she would like that
@anon61987434 have you ever thought maybe you have postpartum? It can happen to any new moms I think maybe you should talk to someoneā¦ youāve been feeling down for a while now or am I wrong?
Well that is a bummer. 
Maybeā¦ Iāve considered itā¦
I think I shouldā¦ Iāll call my therapy/prescribers office tomorrow morning
Im glad youāre gonna check it out
I can relate to this. My daughter was sick from very early on after she was born. She was in pain and would cry incessantly. This went on until she was 8 years old and finally got the treatments she needed. Then we began the recovery process. Sheās physically better now, but has ptsd and an anxiety disorder from how the drs treated her until then. It really sucks.
Awš„ŗ
Ugh!!! Thatās horrible
I wonder whatās going on with my babyā¦
It could be just colic
Yeahā¦ hopefully thatās what it is
Ugh. I might ask my mom to take the night shift tonight. I was getting creeped out and seeing shadows move out of the corner of my eye last nightā¦ fml. And I thought I saw someone standing out in our yard (it was just how the tree bark on the tree looked or something)
