Better than yesterday.
I feel you on the anger, but progress trumps repeated failures. At least youāre getting closer to the peaceful person you want to be.
Human interaction and positive activity - 2 things hard for szers and 2 things you accomplished in a day. Good on you!!
Youāre trending in the right direction, even if only for a short while. Iāll take better any day of the week!
Pretty good⦠Took a zyprexa tab to get to sleep last night⦠Woke up and went through a sett of exercises to shrug of the lethargyā¦
Sold a mattress and the guy gave me 5 extra bucks for delivering itā¦
Otherwise its been a very cool and humid day. Overcast and slightly breezy⦠no storm though.
Now I can rearrange some ā ā ā ā ⦠then Iāll probably take a fiver to the bar and have a drink.
I appreciate you @Azley in that you donāt allow sz to weigh you down. You could do nothing and have good reason for it. Instead, you lead an active, fuller life according to your standards. Thanks for the encouragement to do the same!
iām staying with my dad because his wifeās out of town and his healthās failing. the damned dog woke me up at 5am, barking when the newspaper came. five hours of sleep after being awake 24. waited an hour, took both adderall, worked for three hours, now iām exhausted and useless but canāt sleep.
better to enjoy the day than take more speed, work, and go without tomorrow. so, really, not too bad. 
Youāre a good son @ChestRockwell. Glad that youāre with your dad in a moment of need. Problems aside, many of us with sz still have heart, and that more than makes up for our lack in other, less crucial areas.
ehhh, the foodās better here. no, iām kidding. heās been a very good father, putting in much more work as a father because of my illness than anyone who has a child ever expects to. i pay my debts and settle my scores. iām even steven. and delirious too, apparently.