You guys doing good, getting along?
I’m making by in my little world, schiz d like hell but my stress is all gone.
So how’s your night, you guys swell?
You guys doing good, getting along?
I’m making by in my little world, schiz d like hell but my stress is all gone.
So how’s your night, you guys swell?
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Getting by tonight.
I was paranoid as %$# today and kept slipping in and out of a psychosis.
Now that I’m settled in at home, I’m stable. Home is my safe spot.
Right now I’m chillin in my bed with my two cats, gonna listen to some music for a bit, then sleep.
Blast headphones and daydream about a guy I could never have.
I’m not doing very well. I’m stuck at a friends house, well, sort of friends. We used to be neighbors and we’re sort of friends, but mostly the kids like to play with my daughter. The kid’s mom doesn’t speak English, so we can’t really be friends because we can’t really talk. But we’re friendly. All that to say I’m stuck at their place because we had lunch together and I don’t have enough bus money to get home so I have to wait for my husband to come pick me up. But I’m having a rough evening with voices and paranoia.
I’m doing good i accomplished alot of work today.
I feel ya, the push and pull of paranoia is crap dark shimmering place.
I was dealing with a lot of paranoia today, it’s eased up on me though so I’m happy, I have it like 24/7 hope you well.
So far everything is good for me.
Did some walking today.
Also obsessing a lot about my life.
Trying to ignore these intrusive thoughts and images.
Doing well with my diet.
i stayed home all day, but my partner, mother in law little sister and niece were gone most of the day. but they brought me home a burrito. then my partner’s uncle and dad bought pizza and i ate three pieces.
Very good but I don’t know I often lose contact with the environment and with time and I feel like I did a very long mental/spiritual trip.
Did a few chores, but no real ambition today, day of being lazy
Not good. I’m at my relative’s house to live a few days and I don’t like to let on that I’m sick. However they’re all expecting me to act normal since they don’t really know how sick I am, yet I’m so tired I can’t stay awake!
My kids and ex popped by. That was nice. I’m feeling pressure in my head. Talking with my “others” has caused a little stress. Wishing my muse would appear but I think that’s not likely tonight. Going to bed soon. Took my pills. I feel done. I need an audio book and my pillow
I’m pretty anxious tonight for some reason. Pressing my lips like mad. I don’t know why. I should probably do some yoga, meditate or take a Klonipin or do something.
I’m watching “Saturday Night Live.”
I don’t know…this feeling of something not quite right sits heavy on head.
Feels like the tension right before I get some bad news.
Time goes back an hour tonight, but it feels more like the end of my life.
I’m actually suffering from a cold so I’m not 100%, but I’m slowly getting there.
Listening to music full blast in my ears can’t hear ■■■■