I was walking down the street early and some random guy ahead started walking towards me, like straight towards me. He had an angry look on his face like he wanted to kill me and I think he was trying to bash into me or elbow me but I quickly moved out of his way. Then further up the road he kept stopping and turning around to look back at me…
Seriously why do things like this keep happening to me when I go outside?
It just confirms my beliefs that there really are people out there who want to kill me
I’m always ready for a fight when I meet people I think are out to get me. Which happens almost every time I go out. But it’s just my paranoia. So I would probably anticipate him elbowing me and elbow him back twice as hard and see where that got me… Which is probably not a great idea. But for some reason, people outside are always nice to me. Lucky for me. I don’t really know how to fight anyway.
The difference is frequency. I believe you that people say awful things around you. At least part of that is probably true. But the frequency at which you report people saying these things to you, directed at you, is the concerning part. Like, it’s not unlikely that your neighbors are loud assholes that scream profanities regularly. But it becomes suspicious when you report that they’re directed at you every day for months.