Depression has spurted up again and along with it my psychotic symptoms. Those arent too bad yet unless im really upset but I know myself and I know that when I start to go downhill I go fast. I was supposed to message my doc yesterday or the day before but never did. I dont know what to say. I don’t like talking about what’s happening. It’s hard to just put it bluntly because I don’t understand all of it. How do you explain not well to a well person? Plus I have a habit of downplaying things and wording it so it doesn’t seem so bad but I don’t want them to brush me off and basically say its just a phase.
The doctor that I will be talking to I haven’t seen before. My previous pdoc I haven’t seen in years and they specialize in adolescent/child mental illness. And I’m all grown up now.