I also thought that they react . I think its the government and some kinda non- profit organisations that kinda feels you and read your mind. They are crazy. Dont be like them. The only mission about reading minds for me is making you like them.
This delusion generally goes away once people get stabilized on a workinig medication.
Iâve coughed and dropped my phone today and it wasnât anything anyone else did. My throat has a tickle, and Iâve got butterfingers with the phone.
I do I juss started experiencing this about 9 months ago and its ruing my life. They tell me that its impossible but then turn around and let me know its real. Its very disrespectful and torturing. Mine is religion based and very scary. My city has been putting me through test and i have failed them by listening to voices whom I thought were loved ones. It is very real but I think im the only one in life threating danger here in DC. Theyâve done everything imaginable except tap my shoulder and let me know âdude we see and here everything you are doing and its nothing u can do because youâre Satanâ nooo they wait till intrusive parts of this god awful story sneak into my mind and honk horns, cough, suddenly look back at me, yell d1ck or say he got it like there sending me messages they sometimes repeat what I say word for word. They love to call me thot. None of the thoughts are mine I donât want tkt think none of this evil or gay crap but it gets forced through my mind. I would have taking my life but they say ill burn in hell so im scared.I always confess my sins and ask for forgiveness but they respond by saying we dgaf about nothing you say or do. They yell out that they want me to die and have been threatening me with heinous acts of violence. Im stuck between a rock and a hard place and I everyday I go outside im walking into a lions den. If you donât believe come to DC and ask who the Tywan Ellis is. DC is a cult against me and im afraid it might be the world. If it hasent reached you yet, when it does do not believe it. Im a good person
Hey, @Ellistywan. Iâm sorry youâre going through that right now. It must be very scary. I have been to D.C. Many times, and believe me, nobody is talking about you there. People are all too wrapped up in their own lives to worry about someone else.
I have also had the delusion that I was a demon. It ruined my life, and made me homeless. But once I found the right medication, the belief went away. Are you currently taking any medicine? If so, it doesnât sound like itâs working too well. You should speak to your doctor about your problem and see if they can give you something that works better for you.
Hey, what you may not realize is that the things you hear that confirm your belief may be hallucinations too. Your caught in a web of self fulfilling hallucinations. Use these ideas to recognize that itâs all hallucinations and delusions and then focus on getting the right meds to stop them.
Best thing is to recognise that your hallucinations arenât real and that your thought patterns are not congruent. As ninjastar said, itâs best to tell your psychiatrist about your delusions so that he/she can prescribe some medication for your symptoms.